I was utterly disappoited after knowing that the crtieria for OSA has been lowered down to msg of 1.20 or below. This means that my chance of getting OSA is GONE.
I feel disappointed not because of the unexpected change in the critieria, it is just that the change in the criteria means that i will never be able to get any award in my entire sec sch life. To be frank, the award does not mean very much to me, but getting the award might mean a lot of things to my parents. I just want to get the award for my parents, for them. They have spent so much time and effort on me, and i just want to see the smile and contentment on their faces when they see me getting the award, but now... everything is gone...
Well, there is no one to be blamed for this, except myself. Who ask me to be so slack and so lack of self-discipline in the first 9 months of the year?
by the way, 4 days more to the end of my high school life... anw, let's listen to Muse's
Our time is running out...