Searching for someone who can lie down with me on a beach, underneath the blinking stars, and just talk for the whole night...
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no work these few days, quite free, that's why have been watching tvb online. tvb owns singapore local channels man, seriously dont know why mediacorp gets so many awards each year. :S whenever i watch it, it always increases my desire to be back home. haiz... just don't know why, watching pure and original cantonese programmes just reminds me of home. it feels so good to watch tvb, but it feels bad too whenever i watch as i will always feels homesick. must wait for one more year man... 365 days more? think i can make it la, as long as my studies are well and sch life is enjoyable, time will just fly past very quickly...
i hope
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Christmas is supposed to be cold but christmas in singapore is always an exception. However, this year's christmas in sg (as i have expecited) is colder than usual. Not only is the weather colder than usual, the atmosphere is a bit colder too... due to the pessimistic economic outlooks? but this christmas is quite memorable for me, did quite a few unprecedented things that i have never done before.
as night falls and as the wind gets a bit chiller, i began to think of the previous Christmases that i had with my family. "独在异乡为异客，每逢佳节倍思亲".
i miss home, again
Tuesday, December 23, 2008
emo emo... the score has finally brought me back to reality
Sunday, December 21, 2008
"bang bang bang!"
finally killed you, term paper
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
quite down these few days, all because of some problems which i am facing. one of which is the term paper... deadline is already over for more than 10 days, and i am still quite far from the half-way line of finishing. have been thking of giving up and just dao, but then, i couldn't do it somehow. so it is like i am stuck in between. trying hard (really really hard) to squeeze out words and ideas for the term paper but the progress is slower than the crawling of snail, and on the other hand, my inner side urges me to slack off and dao the whole term paper and do other things instead. so it is like 1 to few hours of slacking after typing out few lines, 1 to few hours of slacking after typing out few lines... this is terrible man. i have never felt so terrible in writing an essay out (though essay-writing has always been terrible for me). damn fucked up
then today is a terrible day. sat there for more than 7 hours and watching the crowd went on and off, i still couldnt sell a single thing. the worst day of my selling history. until the final hour of the day could i then manage to sell one (that one was seriously tyco one)... and the day was ended with just one product sold. damn fucked up again...
and my performance in calli is very bad recently, always didnt perform to my expectations. think there're too many things on my mind already, cant stay calm and focused all these while, that's why...
then results of sat is coming out next week... haiz...............................
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
这应该是我人生第一次感到如此强烈的寂寞吧。老妈回国了，老妹又去了同学家过夜，所以我就一整天自己一个人呆在家。本来今年放假没回去已经够寂寞的了，到了晚上自己一个人去吃饭时，这股寂寞感升到的顶点，真的从来没有过的强烈。那碗面好不容易地啃完，但是不想这么早回家，只好故意绕了一个大圈慢慢地走回家。一路上，看到了很多东西，这些东西让我不禁勾起我的回忆。我又想家了。tmd，去年的现在，我已经回去了，哪里需要在这边受寂寞的折磨。。。zzz
幸好，来到楼下信箱，好奇打开看了看，有封我的信。原来收到了我今年的第一份薪水。看到了这份支票，我才觉得有一丝的欣慰。。。
好了，emo完毕
Monday, December 1, 2008
it is ups and downs for the 4-day IT show. though basic salary was only 50, the commissions and incentives were not bad.
first day kena rejected due to some internal matters, some pple just have the guan-xi and so got the opportunity. so i stayed home for the whole day.
second day was ok. sales was bad though, only sold 3 products for the entire day, commission was just around 15.
third day was better, but felt damn tiring. was already feeling dizzy in the first 3 hours, but i managed to pull through because seeing customers pulling out cash/cards from their wallets always chased my dizziness and tiredness away, always made me become more energetic. commission increased to 40+
last day of IT show, as tiring as usual, but more rewarding of course. 2nd in sales both in the morning and for the whole day. too bad didnt get top sales for both the morning and the whole day, if not my commission will shoot up to 300+... haiz.. just 4 points away to get the 250 bucks top sale incentive, and i didnt 输得心服口服，some pple was just too mean and $$ centred. 不择手段, zzz... but 110+ commission was good enough for me, i guess.
all in all, i have learnt a lot of things in these 3 days. too much things to be learnt, in terms of promoting skills and inter-relationship in external organisations. it is a very meaningful experience, and memorable too. though my few hundred bucks is nothing compared to that guy's 900+ is nothing much, i did my very best with sacrifices of lots of sweats and blood... and saliva too, talked until got sore throat...