Searching for someone who can lie down with me on a beach, underneath the blinking stars, and just talk for the whole night...
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last official day of school, it is sad that i didnt get the level of euphoria that i expected. on the contrary, i felt quite sian when school ended. the feeling also affected me in my bball game later on in which i played the worst basketball in my JC life. what a sad thing. what a bad way to end the official last day of school...Prelims and A lvl are coming, i am running out of words to describe my feelings now...
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
last day of network today...
CCA is finally over, which means there is no excuse to get distracted.
but, but, without any buffer activities from mugging, it means that it is harder to get focused. mugging has finally come into a full swing. and this is damn tiring. i can feel myself getting more tired and jaded everyday. i am going back to my pre-exam mode again. the depressed, sentimental and oppressed kind of mood. which is quite bad since it might probably last for the next 2+ months.
hope i'll be ok
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
was thiinking of writing a long and meaningful post to commemorate my last day of being 10+ years old as in less than one hour's time, my age will begin with a different number. it's both good and bad for me, for i am stepping into a new stage of my life but at the same time, there is an inevitable sense of reluctance to depart from days of being 10+ years old. but as i am sitting here right now, i thk it's hard to express all my sentiments here as they are really complicated so i have decided to make a short commeration instead.The first ten years of my life was devoted to my motherland while my 2nd-ten-year was devoted to singapore. where will i spend my next 10 years? i don't know. but one thing i know, the next ten years will be more challenging than the previous two. considering that i am already struggling extremely hard now due to Alevel, often to the point getting defeated by it, life will be harder after As as the real 'life' only commences after Alvl as many of my adult friends told me. But that i am not so worried about because i am very confident that once i have crossed this hurdle, i'll be fine. studying things which do not interest me at all is really miserable. but i have endured it for almost 6 years already, why not few months more? once i get into a course of my interest next year, i'll be able to enjoy learning for the first time and i'll be able to unleash the potential inside me. and i'm sure, i will be able to shine brighter than now. i have no doubt in this but this can only come true if i could overcome this upcoming hurdle. whether i can do it or not depends whether i want to make it happen. it really needs a lot of discipline and focus, and of course a healthy physical well-being and a good form during exam period. i think i can do it because i always believe that 2 is my lucky number.wish me luck
Sunday, August 9, 2009
不知怎么的，本来是难得的长假，应该好好地珍惜，以最有意义的方式和最愉悦的心情去度过的，但我反而觉得闷闷不乐。好久没有心情连续低落好几天了, 感觉既有点收悉又有点陌生，收悉那无从是好的感觉，但又陌生在不知怎么克服它。在此，我真的很郑重很诚恳地说（我不是在说谎，请你就相信我这一次），我真希望快点上学。希望学校的喧哗能埋没我这几天的郁闷。。。
Wednesday, August 5, 2009
ky, one of my good friends in school, is leaving for US tmr. he is like one of the legends in our school, not only for his and1 freestyle basketball, which very few in singapore is able to master, his innovative and radically different route to university is also admired by many. with nearly 2300 SAT I reasoning score and 4 perfect scores for subject tests (maths, chem, bio and physics), he was able to enter into a prestigious US state university, University of Illinois (UIUC), at J1. and now, he is heading for the US to pursue in what he loves while all of us are still struggling with our ever-hated As.
upon reflection, i realized that we've known each other for 6 years already. we actually knew each other since sec 1, when another legendary figure of that time, Zhuhui who is now in Shieldfield, UK, recruited wangzhuo, shuzong, yangyuxin, kaiyuan and i and led our sec 1 street soccer team to emerge as the sec 1 champion. that's when i first knew ky... In sec two, zh left us for UK and since then, the rest of the team stopped playing soccer (like completely) and wz, ky and i shifted our focus onto basketball. the relationship between ky and i only became closer in J1 when i became more interested in streetball. and this was the start of our frequent bball sessions in which we exchange skills between each other. i regret that i didnt get to know him well in sec sch until we came to JC. but there is no point lamenting now. just wana wish him good luck to his future endeavours. we will definitely meet again. meanwhile, i will also work hard for my own pursuits...
One of the best (if not the best) streetballers in singapore: Wang KY
Saturday, August 1, 2009
it's is a memorable day today. because today is 30 days away from prelims and 100 days away from As. tmr will be a memorable day for me as well. currently feeling stressed about tmr...