Searching for someone who can lie down with me on a beach, underneath the blinking stars, and just talk for the whole night...
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Mum just threw me a very random question today, which really put me off-guard. She asked, "You prefer to be a boy, or a girl?" "Eh... wadde..." i thought to myself, "What is her intention in asking me this question?"
"Why do you ask?" I answered her question with another question.
"Nothing much, just asking." That is all she replied, and she looked at me, waiting for her answer.
"Eh... I don't know. Very hard to say. I haven't been a woman before, so eh, it is really hard to say."
"Why it is very hard to say? Can see one what. Like men can go around the house with their upper body naked." (well, i was wiping the sweats on my naked upper body at that time, after my Air Alert training...)Then, she looked at me and i looked at her, and we both laughed.
"Well, this kind of things i really cannot say one la..." I still refused to take a stand.
Later on, i tried to digress and wandered off to another topic...
To be honest, it is equally difficult being either Men or Women. Both genders have their own troubles and problems. For us, men, we might look very confident of ourselves, we take things very easy, we look very strong and can withstand heavy burdens, BUT that is how we look. Sometimes we might be so weak that we are more fragile than any glasses. It is just that most men know how to hide their emotions, some of us only reveal them to ourselves in a quiet and undisturbed place, where we moan, complain, cry, wail, or vent our feelings in any forms of abreaction(hope i got the correct vocab) to ourselves...
And if you really really want me to take a stand on whether i want to be a boy or a girl, my answer to you is: Girl.
Why?
Because i have tasted what it is like being a boy already, i am just curious and want to find out what it is like being a girl, or a woman. Just out of curiosity la...
Btw, what about you?