everything goes on so smoothly in the morning.
I had my first enjoyable maths lecture today, where i didn't feel tired throughout the 60 mins, and i actually know how to do all the examples discussed and what the lecturer is teaching
i could feel the warmth inside me and the momentum that i am gaining
but then, just as everything seems so fine, my mood is totally dampened by BengBeng.
the first thing she said when i stepped into her tutorial class was, "Zhibin, you don't want to study already arh?" then followed by another shocking statement, "you only got 1 mark for your maths holiday test", then followed by, "i must call your mother".
i was like waDDA...
the tutorial followed after was like a wonderland, with me and eehong wandering about in the air...
just as i felt that i am getting my momentum for maths in the earlier lecture, the discouraging words of Bengbeng simply froze my kindling love for maths.
well, allow me to feel down for a few more days, wait until a day where the fire inside me can melt diamonds, then i will definitely want to prove something to Bengbeng.
Bengbeng, wait for me.