Had a random urge to go down for a walk when i was having dinner, i guess it was my natural instinct at work again as i always have this urge whenever i have many thoughts in my mind and want to clear them up alone in a quiet place. so i went to the library, which is just a few-min-walk away. it was sad to say that tonight was my second time of the year coming to the library (though it is so near and convenient), it is such a waste of resources.
Anyway, i think i have not much progress lately (in these few months or half a year?), in terms of personal development or the amount of knowledge gained. Looking back, i have roughly found the focus of my life in sec 2 and this focus has been further concretised later on and the goal of my life is pretty much defined 1 and half years ago. i guess i am one of very the fortunate ones who is able to confirm the goal of life in secondary school, but then i realized that there is no use for me to realize the goal of my life early if no concrete action is done to achieve it. and
well done is better than well said...this is definitely not the first time that i moan about my attitude in life, and i think this will certainly not be the last time too (though i whenever i moan about it, i always hope that it will be the last time). so no, i will not ask too much from myself this time round. For now, just start a small momentum, and try to maintain it. and so, i have borrowed my favourite book, "Tuesdays with Morrie" again, hope that Morrie will give me new inspirations after my 3rd perusal of this book.