it's been really a long time since i feel really happy already. i have been feeling quite happy since the end of today's econs test. well, though i didn't really do well for my econs test as i think i could have done better if i had more time because i have the answer in my brain already, but just did not have enough time to transform ideas into words.
Well, i did not want myself to play today, so i purposely did not bring a spare shirt. But in the end, i sweated 4 times in the day. First was during the 1 hour break when i went to play basketball. 2nd was when after school, when i went to play basketball again. 3rd was when after a short break from basketball (when my shirt had somewhat dried already), i went to practise some basketball tricks with wangzhuo and molly and got myself sweaty again. and of course, my stink had also intensified as well. Anyway, for those who had endured my smelly body throughout the day, here is my apology. so sorry for being a distraction during lessons. Then the 4th time when i got myself sweaty again was when i was doing Maths tut 7b with wangzhuo and saw a bunch of old friends (ivan, jingxiang, mingchou, linky and many more) playing soccer.
Wangzhuo immediately chiong there and joined in. well, i tried to train my patience and perseverance by restraining myself not to go. But after a while, i failed, and chiong down to the field as well. i feel so good to play soccer again after 3 years of hiatus. i was so energetic despite having so much basketball earlier on that i could still run around with fast speed and scored a few goals as well :). There was this moment when i was tackling this female soccer player that i accidentally sprained my ankle. i can swear that she is not chio or attractive or electrifying or whatsoever that had distracted me, but just don't know why, i just stepped onto the ball when i was tackling her. it was a stupid and silly mistake, but i committed it nevertheless. Then there was a "Crack" in my left ankle and i was down. i pushed myself up immediately and hopped hopped and hopped. just hopped around for a while, hoping that it will alleviate the pain in my left ankle. But after some hopping, i think it was still CMI, so i resigned and sat down at the side. By then, i knew that i will not be able to play any games for the next 2 weeks...
BUT. But i didn't feel sad about it at all. maybe my ankle is fated to be sprained so that i could stop playing and make use of this opportunity to study. Anyway, when i was doing maths tutorial just now, i just felt very good when i looked around me and saw people at benches chatting, joking, mugging, then saw people playing rugby, soccer and softball at the field under the setting sun, and then realized that i am having progress at my maths tutorial (thought i was at question 3 only), i could feel the serenity around me. the serenity of school behind all these buzz.
maybe i am begining to like school, again?
i am having maths tut tomorrow, hope i will not get owned by bengbeng again, though i have already got smashed flat by her after her meeting with my mum.