It's the release of A level results today and the school was filled with J3 seniors. Well, all of them wore casual wears and if i had not been informed that it's the release of A level results today, i'd have thought that they are some random visitors. they look so matured, i was wondering if they were as old as me...
anyway, congrats to hwachong for being the best JC again, and all the seniors who have obtained commendable results. Well, meeting our J3 seniors today has provoked some thoughts in my mind. Looking at the J3 seniors, i felt like seeing all my friends and i in 2 years' time. Looking at them reminded me of how quickly time flies as i could still remember how much i have respected them when i was in sec one, and some of them were the group leaders of my Sec1 One Orientation. They look much more smart and matured now.
Time really flies man, four years is just gone like that. and to my very horror, (Mrs Chin, why u wana remind us this?) 1/8 of my JC life is gone too, which is quite an unacceptable fact to me. And in this 1/8 of my JC life, i feel like i have learn nothing much, and instead, i have made myself more tired and bored of school, feel like draining my youth away... Well, i am old enough to undeerstand the importance of studying, especially these 2 years and the importance of having good results, BUT, i just don't know why i just cant pick myself up. This is indeed an irony to my personal statement which i set for myself a few years ago: on fire whenever i want. :(
well, i seriously need a study partner, and before that, i thk i need time to sit down alone at the beach or some quiet place to reflect and think and 调理自己的情绪.