sometimes i wonder how powerful is the power of solitude, and i roughly know the answer tonight.
was feeling pretty down this evening, in fact was feeling very tired and moody the whole day, but no matter what i did, i still could not get rid of the feeling. so at 10.30, i decided to take a walk downstairs alone. as usual, letting the earpieces clinging to my ears, walking in the most leisure pace, feeling the gentile breeze and savouring every moment of the night, i found my usual place downstairs and sat down.
then i took out my phone and started jotting down my idea for PW. the few moments of solitude had just miraculously erased off all my moody feelings, and when it came to one of my favourite songs by Beyond, i suddenly felt very energised and refreshed. So i just stood up at that moment and took my leave and came back home. Then i took a cold bath. i feel good.
but then the thought of me lagging behind so much in so many subjects, the results of the previous tests and the looming of upcoming tests, i don't feel so energised anymore... :(