Searching for someone who can lie down with me on a beach, underneath the blinking stars, and just talk for the whole night...
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what a bad day today
for those 65-vers, i must hereby clarify that i am not upset by my PW grouping, in fact, i think my PW group is damn dynamic. though we don't have those ultimate hardworking people, we have members of diversity, depth, maturity, teamwork, goal-achieving, creativity, steadiness, fun and of course, TONNES of potential. all we need is just a little bit of commitment and chemistry within the group, and our group can seriously own already. those out there, please don't be jealous ok? and another clarification that i'd like to make is that christabella and eehong and i do NOT have any grudges against each other, the supposed "quarrellings" amongst 3 of us are parts and parcel of our daily school life, it is our own form of communication. in fact, 3 of us are damn harmonious. so pat and wil, you don't have to worry about us, we will be fine.
come, give me your hands: 1, 2, 3, OOOOSHHH!
anw, mum has been away for more than 1 week. without her, living alone with sis was really very very tiring. it is both physically and psychological draining because first, life is always plagued by small little household chores and second, it is really a heavy burden for your mind and heart to look after a house, a sis, and of course myself. and and and... school work. four-in-one, it is really very heavy. (eehong: your exhaustion incurred in your trainings is nothing compared to my mentall exhaustion, you will only know it when you have experienced it...)
just i am still hanging there, withstanding the pressure, eehong and i were being summoned to see evelyn ong after school. and to cut story short, we did badly for econs test. well, doing badly for test alone will not make me feel so sad. but the thing is that i believe i have somehow revised but what i got is this miserable grade. it did not reflect my effort at all. it was really a blast for me. i faltered and now i gave way to those weights which have been accumulating over the past week.
my parents are not with me now. i need to search for internal strength to pick up those weights and put them back onto my shoulders again. i believe i can overcome this because past experiences showed that i work better in a hot crucible.
anyway, failures are inevitable. all we need in life is just one success more than the number of failures you encounter.
it is just as simple as this: no. of successes - no. of failures > 1