time crawled at the pace of snail last two days. Why? it's because of the stupid history term paper. Thought that the miserable experiences of 4 years of HRP had already ended when i handed in my 2-month-late submission to SLIM last year, i have never expected to endure that for another 2 years. it is like wadda.......
as i have this sense of reluctance to begin or even to think about my term paper (because it always reminds me of all the bad experiences i have encountered in the last 4 years doing history research papers),i did not start my paper promptly even though i was given more than a term to prepare it, nor did i do it regularly (it's like duh...). So it is another typical last minute work again.
I have finally started writing my first sentence two days before the deadline, which is two days ago, and forced my heart and soul and 48 hours of my life into doing this term paper. the result was miserable and painstaking. Being engulfed in Southeast Asian notes and texts all the time, and due to the overflowing of info and over-exertion on my body and mind, i found myself to be surrounded my stars at times... but nevertheless, i have managed to complete it by this morning and submitted it onto teh's table this afternoon.
*SIGH OF RELIEF*
Unfortunately, as my good friend Mr Goh is more last minute than me, and more fortunate than me, who always have a friend who finishes something few minutes before him, i have no choice but to extend my help to him. and so, i sent him my term paper. After few minutes or so, instead of receiving words of thanks or whatsoever, what i received was, "eh you gg, you misinterpreted the question". Oh, what a high-anticipated words of gratitude...
anw, forget it, there is no point for me to cry over the spilt milk now. what's important now is: i am free once again. freed from term paper and everything, though the freedom is temporary,
I feel good.