as a sentimental person, i always save pictures, photos and videos in my comp as a form of memorial for every interesting moment of my life. this habit of mine was adopted when i was in sec one, so i had almost everything about my sec school life recorded in my computer, even some of the school works that i did since sec one.
but
my comp crashed during the sept hols. actually the break-down wasn't a big deal, since my comp breaks down frequently like once in every 3 to 6 months due to the special window system that i am using :P. And all my memorable files are stored in another drive, so reinstalling the comp won't erase the files off. But on one of the very normal days of sept holiday 2008, when i was trying to reformat my comp, i pressed the wrong drive to reformat. and as a result, all the memories (soft-copy) of my seconday school life are gone in just an instant. walao, those were the times which were much better than what i have now la, and those files which can always trigger waves of happiness and reminiscence are gone now. THEY ARE GONE FOREVER!!!
what's worse, i planned to show the photos and videos of my teenagehood to my children next time, show he/she/them the glorious/interesting/memorable moments of my teenage life. but now, my hopes are dashed...
fuck...
(heart is bleeding, lung is crying, mind is sobbing.............................)