xianzacbee is down just one week before promos, feeling so sick lethargic now... intended to on fire after the sept hols, but all the fire and energy is drained by this illness. i am destined to suffer from this illness at this critical period and maybe get lousy results for this coming promos, because i slacked too much this year.这大概是因果报应的道理吧。
i deserve it.
can't blame anyone, anything.
can only blame myself.
虽然时间不多，但离说放弃还远呢。
打死我也不会放弃
