Searching for someone who can lie down with me on a beach, underneath the blinking stars, and just talk for the whole night...
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quite down these few days, all because of some problems which i am facing. one of which is the term paper... deadline is already over for more than 10 days, and i am still quite far from the half-way line of finishing. have been thking of giving up and just dao, but then, i couldn't do it somehow. so it is like i am stuck in between. trying hard (really really hard) to squeeze out words and ideas for the term paper but the progress is slower than the crawling of snail, and on the other hand, my inner side urges me to slack off and dao the whole term paper and do other things instead. so it is like 1 to few hours of slacking after typing out few lines, 1 to few hours of slacking after typing out few lines... this is terrible man. i have never felt so terrible in writing an essay out (though essay-writing has always been terrible for me). damn fucked up
then today is a terrible day. sat there for more than 7 hours and watching the crowd went on and off, i still couldnt sell a single thing. the worst day of my selling history. until the final hour of the day could i then manage to sell one (that one was seriously tyco one)... and the day was ended with just one product sold. damn fucked up again...
and my performance in calli is very bad recently, always didnt perform to my expectations. think there're too many things on my mind already, cant stay calm and focused all these while, that's why...
then results of sat is coming out next week... haiz...............................