Searching for someone who can lie down with me on a beach, underneath the blinking stars, and just talk for the whole night...
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thought that cny will be another long break for me to relax and recharge after 2 weeks of school. but it had just passed in split seconds. people always say a new year, a new beginning. yeah, it is undoubtedly true that a new year signifies a new beginning and change. as i get older, i see less meaning in all these dates which demarcates past and present, old and new so specifically, eg: new year and birthday. all i have in mind now is to do my best in everything which will help me edge closer to the goal of my life. no point lamenting how time flies and how things have changed, what matters most is whether i have achieved the aims i set myself for and if i will achieve the ultimate goal of my life.
come to think of it, actually test and exam results do not matter so much now. it is more than enough as long as i have really tried my best, the outcome will not affect my sense of contentment that i have tried my best.问心无愧,what a high level of enlightenment for me to strive for...
Wednesday, January 21, 2009
today was supposed to be a day of joy and happiness, at least for the second half of the day, as there will be no more test before CNY after taking the hist test in the morning, then there'd be hours of ballgames and fun and just slack for the following days for CNY... but no, it is the direct opposite of what was expected. i turned out to be gloomier and more lethargic due to two reasons..
during the history tutorial, i opened up my specs casing to retrieve my specs so that i could see the question of the history test clearly. and alas, the specs weren't there. then i suddenly realised that i've lost it. then i quickly rushed out of class and went to the toilet that i just visited then to search for it. and alas, it wasnt there. so i went back to history class and went ahead with my history test with a stomach full of disappointment.
tested had just begun when i rushed back to class and i could read mr teh's light and blur green marker ink, so i have to resort to my great friend, mr goh, for the test questions. so i just copied down the question he had chosen, which was something like, "conflicts in arms and methods were the factor which led to the failure of native nationalists". when i read it, i was deeply puzzled by the word "ARMS". why the hell is mr teh asking us to discuss the conflicts in arms of the nationalists. well, as a slack last year, i thought that i didn't pay attention in class and missed this VERY IMPORTANT point on ARMS, i just went ahead with my essay after like 5 mins of stoning... it is important for us to substantiate our points with concrete evidence. and since the conflicts in ARMS was the given factor,(as smart as always) i decided to cook up some evidence of the ARMS thingy, praying that those evidence i cooked up will be correct...
guess what? when the tested ended, i expressed my puzzlement to my great friend and is also one of the top achievers in our history class (he has more impt thing than meeting our very two prestigious nobel laureates btw), mr bong, seeking intellectual help so that i could be enlightened by his insights. well, what he said was definitely some kind of great enlightenment man, "LOL, the question was CONFLICTS IN AIMS AND METHODS, NOT CONFLICTS IN ARMS AND METHODS, lol, hahaha..." hahaha, it was really humorous, even i myself can't help it, how could i make such a foolish mistake? as smart as always.......
haiz.. so sad, i got a double-kill today. screwing up my first history test of the year is actually nothing much, i think what matters more is that i lost my beloved specs...
Saturday, January 17, 2009
first week of school, wasn't so bad afterall, didn't dose off in any of the lessons, only felt sleepy in some, that's quite a good start. all i need now is to continue this momentum and reinforce it day by day.
snowball effect
Sunday, January 4, 2009
2 months of hol is gone, one more week to sch... i rmb that i have set quite a number of targets to be achieved over this hol, but i thk 90% of them are unmet, haha... actually planned to finish all hol hw by the second last week, which is by now, but then only 15% is done? nvm, don't talk about it now...
mum coming back tmr. mixed feelings about her return. of course i am happy that she is coming back, just that i will not be so free by then. but i still prefer her to be back la. haha.
next week will be a busy week... boooooooooooo, how to finish my hw?