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underneath the stars
I'll wait for you - the meaning of life.


Searching for someone who can lie down with me on a beach, underneath the blinking stars, and just talk for the whole night...

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Wednesday, August 12, 2009
奔三
23:02

was thiinking of writing a long and meaningful post to commemorate my last day of being 10+ years old as in less than one hour's time, my age will begin with a different number. it's both good and bad for me, for i am stepping into a new stage of my life but at the same time, there is an inevitable sense of reluctance to depart from days of being 10+ years old. but as i am sitting here right now, i thk it's hard to express all my sentiments here as they are really complicated so i have decided to make a short commeration instead.

The first ten years of my life was devoted to my motherland while my 2nd-ten-year was devoted to singapore. where will i spend my next 10 years? i don't know. but one thing i know, the next ten years will be more challenging than the previous two. considering that i am already struggling extremely hard now due to Alevel, often to the point getting defeated by it, life will be harder after As as the real 'life' only commences after Alvl as many of my adult friends told me. But that i am not so worried about because i am very confident that once i have crossed this hurdle, i'll be fine. studying things which do not interest me at all is really miserable. but i have endured it for almost 6 years already, why not few months more? once i get into a course of my interest next year, i'll be able to enjoy learning for the first time and i'll be able to unleash the potential inside me. and i'm sure, i will be able to shine brighter than now. i have no doubt in this but this can only come true if i could overcome this upcoming hurdle. whether i can do it or not depends whether i want to make it happen. it really needs a lot of discipline and focus, and of course a healthy physical well-being and a good form during exam period. i think i can do it because i always believe that 2 is my lucky number.


wish me luck


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